CORDELIAyeo
THIS.IS.ME.
SEVENTEEN
24 FEB 1991
FCBC
ZION kindergarten
CHIJ-OLGC
TKGS
NP
ex-swimmer
ex-tkgsailing
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2 days have passed without daddy.
5 more to go.
(soon to be 4.)
miss daddy SO MUCH.
just come home quickly, please?
things are getting crazy for me here at home.
i just wished you were here to divert my attention to other things, i don't care.
even studies or monetary stuff or work or smth.
just please don't leave me at home when she's not overseas with you.
please.
i'm afraid i'll go crazy.
trying hard to keep it all inside me,
trying hard not to offend her but then finding it so hard not to.
i don't know why i always get pissed at her.
maybe there's smth wrong with me.
i'm sure there is.
if i don't go crazy, i'll just be so much hostile towards her until either i snap or she does.
so please, won't you just come back quick?
its really weird cos i feel so much better when you're here in Singapore even though i hardly ever see you around cos you're always out at meetings or smth.
or when you come back for like 10 min then go off to somewhere else.
or when you go to sleep the moment you come home.
i just wanted to talk to you for awhile or smth.
but i know you're slogging your guts out cos you want only the best education for me.
damn i don't know how i'll survive if you send me off to australia.
i just wanted to spend some time with you.
but i know you're tired.
hope you won't ever die.
cos i think i will if you do.
will. that's how i TRULY feel for now.
shit. what's up with me talking about you dying and all.
better stop or my eyes will be like so swollen tmr morning. or today.
i feel like an idiot, typing and wetting my keyboard. later my laptop spoil ah.
(no more tissue paper at home. not in my room at least.)
ohmygosh i think i'm really going nuts.
this is totally not a mood swing.
i, unlike some people am stable and do not go through such drastic ones.
i don't want sympathy.
actually.
how i wish people wouldn't read this.
oh well.
it's a blog.
goodnightworld.
goodnightDADDY.
if i haven't told you lately,
ILOVE YOU.
so much.
you have no idea.
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